The beginning.

Wow, I signed up for this 2 days ago for the fact that I wanted to begin my journal entries again. I've always owned a journal whether it was online or an actual spiral notebook. I love to throw down a couple of thoughts onto a piece of paper or just type up a little something.

2008 will be an interesting year for me. I am 25 years old now, 6 months into my marriage but still feel like a 16 years old! I even look younger for my age. I can't seem to be the typical serious 25 years old like some people are. I'm not necessarily immature but I love to joke, laugh and make a complete fool of myself when the time is right. I dance funny around my husband and hide from him upstairs and jump out and scare him just to laugh and have a good time.

I work at this 8 t o 5 office job that will probably lay me off pretty soon but that doesn't surprise me. They've been talking about changes for the past YEARS. I will be there for 5 years in April of this year. But I'm sure I won't make it for the full 5 years. I don't plan to stick around. Or maybe they will let me go before I even get a chance to find another path. Which, one way or the other is all fine and dandy for me. It's time for a change and maybe a little kick in the back will probably push me to make a change. I'm a little stubborn at times. I need to get off my ass. I feel like I am at a dead-end job! I remember working 2 jobs... one full-time, one part-time, 7 days a week and attending school as well and now, I am just down to working 1 job... an office job where sometimes, I just stare at the computer's screen for 8 hours straight and wonder why I'm even there. My desk phone doesn't even ring as much as it used to or at all. Funny how, it used to be a pain.. hearing it ring all time and how I dread picking it up because of "what and who" was on the other end of the line. Haha, that's another story!